i sent you a message.
even though i know you can't read it until you touch down.
but yeah.
the decision is there.
if you could read between the lines.
you'd know what i'm talking about.

be back soon.
and be back safe.

you're fucked up man.
you seriously are.
will it kill you to be honest?
i guess.
as far as friends go.
we're jsut superficial.
i can't complain anymore.
i can't be bothered.
i'm sick and tired of you.

jo said something yesterday.
and i was thinking about it.
yeah.
maybe what she said was right.

but then again.
whats holding me back?